got back my papers these few days.. E for chem, U for maths and bio, S for GP..H1 result unknown..
when i got back the bio paper i recalled that other time when we collect our end of yr scripts in audi and i cried during bio paper..recalling the face of mdm sim..haha actually today i was thinking did i do the right thing for choosing bio..but then again..there is no other subjects that i can take..
all of you may say that actually i shld have expected this kind of results since i was super slack during the study period..and i couldn't be more agreeable to that..but the thing is..when you actually see the results it's like another story..no matter wat you tell yourself how not to brood over it cause it's already better than expected..you'll still feel sad..i supposed i was numb for my maths result or at least i suppressed it like all the other times..but when the bio paper comemy heart was thumping hard..when i look at the marks and stare....i just.....haha was thinking the surrounding atmosphere must be very low..esp when it came after the blow of GP..i just wanted a 22/50 marks for compre to pass and they didn't give me..anyway yep so i kept on telling myself that i deserve whatever i got and i shld not be sad over it..like..isn't that kind of results wat i anticipated all along? but i AM sad..shall get over it soon...........
tml CO..lol i am so not looking forward to it..
and gambateh for promos :)