caution: this post may cause unpleasantness..haha so read on if you dun mind..it's about mjco lah..
hi..think i've got a lot to update u all with, but dun tink can do it all..or rmb it..
11/07 was our lunch time concert at SCH..to be frank..i think we totally flop it..worse than ever and worse than when we prac..everything just go haywire with no one listening to no one and no one is in tune with no one..no not even with the conductor..first the er hu parts..den comes the mu yu..and the guzheng and pipa part..really..we flopped it..and lin lao shi was there..and i was thinking..there goes everything we've done for this concert..sorry for him..sorry for everyone..but miracle-ly, i laughed when everything went wrong..so that is our standard? i suddenly tink that maybe not only me but the whole co need to start from basic, from scratches again..god bless..silver is hard to keep after all..
ok i think i'm being really mean on top..but that is what i feel and is not for u to judge..i'm feeling ok now..maybe u think i din done my part so i shldn't complain, which i agree with u totally..so i shall shut my mouth..rah!
oh that day before the performance i was standing there nowhere..trying to help but dunno how..trying to get engage into sth but everyone is doing their own stuff..for whole half hr at least i just walk around aimlessly..passing as time passes..when i saw finally that i can help by carrying the box filled with stands..i just take it up no matter the weight and get on to the road ahead..i was really mad at myself that time i guess..and i couldn't care less if i seem rash or anything..and i did bump into jenny and not turning my head to say sorry..i think everything just screwed up for me from that moment on..everything just din seem right till the very end when i got used to the not-right-ness..
got back my lit h1 paper..D..haha the best grade i've got for all the mid yr subs..heex..
rah..shall not talk already..sorry for this post's content..i shall reflect yah..?lol
cya
*looking forward to sun..heex...