i'm feeling so hopeless all of a sudden..can't contact xiuyi, dun feel like contacting carmen, and dunno wat to say if i call zhuangyuan..cuz i'll just cry in the phone..
i'm crying..can't u see..
cuz i see no hope in my future..
i can't control it..
i lost touch with my future..maybe i shld just stop dreaming then i wun feel pain again..