lalalalala...
this is the time for my 21/2 hr free period every tues..feeling super sian..just finished my class' fund raising thing..and me being me din help..sitting there like nobody's business and blah blah blah..but u can't possibly get me to be on now..just feel v sian..haha ya..
haha abt my appeal or not to appeal thing i can't say anything now..as in i oso dunno wat will come next so i'm not doing any assumption yah..?anyway think moe got problem..they say i live in hostel must pay more, they say they paid $240 for my sch fees every mth..it's like..pls lah..i don't live in the hostel and i'm a PR..u noe wat tt mean..?i pay $6 every mth for sch fees for god's sake! if they realli wanna cheat my money i'm not gonna stay here lah..sian..the main objective for them to get scholars here is to study and develop love for the country enough to stay here for the rest of their lives..but the way they're doing it..i bet most of them will just go home after the bond..restricting them not to do this and that..trying to make us stay by boosting about how much we have to pay if we forfeit it..blah..pls lah..i'm getting sick of it..if we can appeal in another jc why can't we do that..?even if we appeal to another jc we're still in singapore..and tt's not to their disadvantage..haha anyway i told them i can appeal to tj thru co..if i can't not because of my audition..it's gonna be them stopping my appeal..hmmm..but dun tink i can pass the audition tho..with my performance like tt..haha so i'd end up in innova bah..lalala i dun care..just dun feel like being trap and not in control of MY life..
lol for those who cannot get wat i mean nvm lah..i oso not quite sure of what i mean too..haha erm..went to dunman ydae..only me and rachel were there..and jieren came later..erm..dunno leh..when i start to play i began to feel happy..cuz i dun realli care abt the bad pts anymore..like i'm playing for the pleasure of playing..which is a nice fact rite..?haha ya yay to surprise everyone..i was crying in the morning for my uselessness of controlling my life..then i decided i shall go to dunman even tho no one is going so as to "fulfill" my promise..haha not quite cuz my promise was to go and see them fenzu from 230..but i only reach at 430...but i DID went for chuida..anyway so ya..as i play i get myself happy again..and ruth's postcard and xiaoxue's happiness totally cheer me up..erm tho ruth's postcards are supposed to be serious..anyway it realli brightened my day..i realise my day'll be balanced up at the end whether i started it happy or sad..haha i got a balanced life!!
ya tink tt's abt it for now..dun realli noe wat i am writing so pardon me if sound nonsensical..my brain not working lah..for co j1s..see ya on sat!! for everyone else..cya tml:)