i supposed i am not the type who dun feel stressed as wat my mum say. i'm the type who dun show tt i'm stressed. that's the diff.
i supposed it wasn't easy to be high all days, which i tot i could last time. well, tink this week i cant, at least. too stressed.
i supposed it doesn't realli matter to ppl about how i feel, cuz after all i'm but so insignificant.
i supposed jingmei dun wan me to fen the sec1s, or rather, dun wan me to be involved in co. or maybe she's jux concern about my studies, and wan me to at least take a break from it to recharge.
i supposed i'm a person easy to anger, and am now hard to applease. i hate myself to be so unforgiving. save me.
i supposed everyone is just so fake. which includes me, obviously.
i supposed it wasn't easy for me to become high once i feel blue. cuz i'm still feeling blue from tt nap in the co room.
i supposed i can be quite feelingless.
to be continue..i supposed.