May 19, 2005

lala..very sian..stayed back after sch for interclass..waited for more than 1 hr den started to rain..jux when we get ready and everything..sian..lyk the second time it's postponed lah..wa realli irritatin lah..esp when i heard sum other class ppl say wat they danced for rain and it came in their favour..wat the hell lah..if scared lose den dun participate at all loh..and later on after tt kok ann cum to tell us tt sumone wrote "um ji" next to our class name in the boys' basketball..HELLO~wat in heaven's sake do u haf the right to call us tt...?as if u're so great and blah..and this person's so childish and idiotic..dunno which um ji calling other ppl um ji..dun even understand the situation our class was in and down there complaining about things tt u dun haf the right to complain about..if i find out hu..argh!!altho our class against the guys' not going for interclass but tt's OUR CLASS's BUSINESS AND U HAF NO RIGHT TO BUTT IN WITHOUT KNOWING WAT HAPPENED..SO GET LOST!
ok tink i'm in foul mood frequently nowadays..and feeling all tired out..worn out..realli a lot of things happened..but i haf no right to change anything or say anything at all i shall jux let it be kept in my heart..realli tink i shld change my nature of taking things so seriously lah..ppl dun meant wat they say yet i tot they meant it and rmbed it and created "trouble" for others..and in the end being blamed for cuz i believed in tt person's word..and the person hu blamed mi for believing is the person i believed in..ironic rite..shan't bother so much about everything now..if it's right it'll be right if it's wrong there's no way to correct it..it's not up to mi at least..and i dun haf the power..
realise i really saw a lot of things tt it might not even be there in the first place..not ghost or those supernature things..is tt i always think too much into things and realli lyk tot up all sorts of problems..which is not understood by anyone..so i suppose it's jux me weird..?and i'm tired of speaking out my mind..cuz i'm tired of explaining myself..cuz everything i say wun make sense to any of u..so y bother to say and confuse u in the first place and haf to explain myself..?tink it's a gd change bah..it was how i was lyk a yr b4 or so..and i'm changing back..hahax but let my sarcasm remains with mi..or else u will find mi not myself..and ask "what's wrong with u today..? u seem so quiet.." juz cuz i'm being myself..chim-iology again..?hahax..
ok..today was the fund raising thing..hahax the foyer band concert not realli tt bad..as in the music and singer..hahax zy was saying they can be dunmanian idol le..which i agreed to..heex so nice lah shld haf organise these kind of things too..hahax wat else..lolx sang lemon tree during chem lesson today lala..tink i out of tune and sound lyk a duck..but nvm..hahax tink it's a gd practise lah hor..?lala i'm talking rubbish again..heex..
actually nth much lah..same old boring sch life..wanna add colours to it leh..?hahax ok i'm crapping again..wow my sis say the band v nice..v seh..hahax ok tink they've succeeded their aim le..?hahax ok le i shall not say anymore le..cuz i v slpy..oh did i tell u i slp at 12~1 these few days..?and wake up at 5..hahax gosh i shall go and slp now..hahax can't take it le..cyax..
auf wiedersehen:)