interclass--over..our class lose 4-0..ok lah it was worse den expected..but with all the ppl not lian-ing for it after so much delay i tink it's stiu ok rite..the only bu shuang ting i feel about the losing's jux tt they cheer in our faces..ok u all are allow to cheer for urself but i cant stand it in front of mi..get mi..?i'm damn pissed when i hear the victory song..i tink i nearly gone crazy inside..realli wanna bash ppl up (oh gosh am i turning violent..?) and y does the referee say tt it's their ball when it's ours..? nvm shan't say much on it..it's my attitude prob..tink i'm not suited to be a sportman after all..cuz i dun haf sportmanship..hmm..ms tan giving back our chem paper tml..she had been saying our class haf failure since wks ago loh lolx..now den give back..sobx wish i'm not one of them..which is lyk impossible..hmm yeah went to vj concert..and cs concert..hahax both are quite nice lah lolx..at least i tink they worth my money:)..hahax oh ya lu called my mum so now i'm grounded..cannot go out at all..hahax ok it help mi to realli stay at home lah..save my money too..jux tt now i slp extremely early..haix dunno when i getting my phone..getting irritated..lu say it's the first time her form class got 3 ppl score more than 20 pts..and guess wat..i'm one of them..hahax moe's gonna kick me out sooner or later..wish it's later lah hor..and let them see how well i'll be performing for o's..den reconsider it..hahax provided i work extra hard now loh..i make a timetable for myself le..hahax ya this yr i tink i'll be in the sss club..lalala..tho my mum say and i agree tt i can't study in grps..hahax den today gave out the draft cca marks..i got a a2..stiu claiming more marks to get a a1..hahax den zy got a f9 cuz din key in her participation pt in sec1 and 2..erm yep den she went around announcing it b4 going to change it lolx..think she's the only f9..?hahax ok tink tt's all le bah..oh ya i cut my hair..and according to zy i look lyk a guy frm behind..lalala..shall start keeping long again..heex
ok tt's all for all the updates until now..update when i feel lyk it and free..hahax but shld be busy studying bah..?erm ya for the dark side..read on..
i shall make it clear to sum ppl hu stiu dun understand mi well enuf..there's sth and most of the times u shld be agreeable to wat i say..but for others..pls rebutt mi..i shall tell u tt i am those kind tt i myself can say i'm not gd..where shld i be improving..where i'm not making gd enuf effort blah..but dun agree with mi and add on..cuz i'll list u into my black list..when i say i'm a loser u shld encourage mi..not agree with mi..even if u agree with me pls dun tell mi..hide in sum corners or wait for mi to hide in sum corners b4 saying the bad pts about mi tt agree to my pt about myself..i noe wat's wrong with myself and there's no need to say it out to mi..CUZ I NOE IT..u can talk behind my back..i rather not hear..u noe wat..i'm a changed person now..last time if u tell mi i shld improve wat i will go and improve..now is a diff case..u tell mi where to improve and i'll stay the way i am..cuz i BU SHUANG u telling mi to improve myself..call mi ap but i'm the way now..i might fall and get hurt becuz of this but i am wat i am now..or i put it in other way..u can tell mi wat's wrong with mi but dun expect i'll ans u and say thank you..cuz i wun..i master the art of telling my own mistake but not yet tt of hearing my mistakes told to mi by the others..i dunno wat i'm writing but i hope to get tt msg across..i might improve after u say the comment to mi but dun expect mi to laugh when u say it..cuz i'll bark instead..those hu stomp on my mistake and make a huge deal out of it..i'm sorry to say: goodbye..maybe we can stiu be friends but i wun be close to u as we were again..so plsss...