October 12, 2011

Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show
truth be told, I've watched more seasons of CSI (the original Las Vegas version) than GA..but this is one show that I would consider my favourite :) actually, it's because i need to post a pic of the cast, therefore i chose GA..i mean, animes do not have cast, so it gotta be a tv show with actors inside, right? LOL anyway i chose this picture off the net, and apparently i like meredith grey the most out of all the characters, even though i think her life is the most screwed up in the show..the actress lives a pretty good life in reality though, married happily with kids and all, which i think is a blessing to an actress :)

today's my off day! :) had 3 mornings straight is a little too much for me i guess..for the past 2 nights my voice became super sexy by 8pm haha and i slept from 9 to 9 today..although shift patterns of afternoon then morning is not really nice, but i think it at least will able you to sleep in for one morning, which is kinda worth the lack of sleep during that one night in between..haha okay feels a bit like talking crap here, since i haven't really experience PAPA shifts yet..maybe i won't be able to last even 4 days on that? haha i guess i'm pretty blessed in that...
after being negatively-feedbacked about me being too passive for my own good, i've realised maybe this is also the reason why i had not experience so many things and skills..i mean, there were a couple of opportunities then and now for me to insert NGT and suction and stuff, but I either shy away from it or just observed while letting the chance slipped away..i really need to do something about me being so passive and do more, especially now that i'm working! oh and i realise also, sometimes doing things quietly might mean not doing it at all..not that you have to broadcast to the world when u've done a certain thing, but when you keep mum about the things you do, more than not it will go unnoticed and people will think you not done it at all..and i really really need to pick up speed on doing my skills assessments..one more month till i need to hand in the booklets, and i have yet to properly start on them..and as nov draws near, i feel the impending need to do and learn whatever i can first and fast, before the new batch of people come in and me realising i'm out there in the middle of nowhere...argh! I NEEDA CHANGE MY LIFE ATTITUDE!!