if you want me to use one word to describe myself now, i'd say without hesitation that i'd choose: lazy.
i realised time is ticking away as i write this post. i know that 1 out of the 4 weeks that we have for studying for mid-years is already over. i understand that we have to revise all of j1's work and all of j2's topics taught until now. i know, i know, i know..and what have i done for the past days? let's see..played hp games, played com games, watched tv, slept like a pig, read novels..and none of the listed is done because of my want to study. no no no. study did come across my mind, and basically filled my mind at this moment, but yeah, i have not done anything, and am not doing anything about the guilty mind. what to do, when the need to mug is bugging my mind but i just don't have the drive, nor the determination to stay away from the com and tv etc......
maybe i have to rethink what i want to do about my life. and let myself see what i have to do to reach the goal.
but i shall go to sleep now...
so much for self-reflection, huh?