guilty guilty guilty.
crying first thing in the morning isn't exactly a good thing to do, so please be warned and not try that yourself. your eyes will hurt.
i guess my emotional wall is weakening day by day. not the protective barrier, just the layer that separate my inner feeling from what i express out. now you can see me cry when i am out of control, silent when i am sad..i can almost sense the "blue aura" around me when i am down LOL..which isn't exactly a good thing i guess..i'd rather be a cheerful-always kind of girl that makes people believe there's nothing impossible in the world (just like what Mr Yeow said about Diana the other time..)
haha I think conrad is going to ask me why i choose the essay question i did again..but what can i do when the question is so appealing to me even though i know it's just is the wrong type of question? haha and it's not as if if i choose an easier question i'd score better anyway right?
tomorrow is THE DAY already..boo..hope that i can do my best in the playing..or if not my best at least not erring to the extend of demolishing the CO's hope of getting a gold..provided our standard is up tomorrow, of course..
quote of the day (from lit):
..the world is a comedy to those who think and tragedy to those who feel..ok i guess i shall go to sleep soon..must get up early tomorrow..all the best to those having competition tomorrow!! and fri!! :)
adieu!