spent another hour finding and fitting another nice skin. (or one that i deem nice)
wondered how people can change so much and yet still stay the same. Maybe it's only me again.
i'm turning into the "nerd" mr conrad tell us to be. you'd see me most of the time reading a book. LOL.
i'm starting to slack again..it seems to me that mid- year is zooming into view and yet still not fast enough for me to have a sense of urgency.
yesterday was the long-awaited performance. but well, we didn't get to talk a lot so it can be said that it did not turn out as nice as expected. plus to the fact i screwed up my performance (no matter what you all say), it isn't a nice evening. not nice enough anyway.
i like the darkness of night, where i can relax and not be me, where i can cry, where i can laugh myself silly, where i make my resolutions, where i can let myself indulge in the sense of lonliness and self pity.
i like the brightness of day, where i can laugh out loud, where i can pretend to be who i always am, where i can indulge in being surrounded by friends. Contradiction? Yeah.
it's nice to know that we're still in contact with one another.
it's nice to know my juniors still remember me.
random post that i don't know what to do.
adieu to my post-concert blues.
i am me.
again.