i had always tot that i wun get tired of co practices no matter how harsh it gets..but somehow this whole week of practices are wearing me out lah..dunno..just feel v tired..like wat rachel say..the moment u reach sch u feel tired...haha felt like crying for a moment when carmen say she's not coming cuz i'll feel tired AND lonely..lol but still decided to go in the end cuz it's just 2 more days to end of week..maybe it's no life going to co everyday..but wat more of live could i get if i dun go co?i'd just probably stone at home...haha i have a sad life..and peihui offered to tch me pool tml and i can't go cuz have rehearsal..nice life..rite?hahahahaha and i'm feeling like a failure cuz i can't memorise the score..when jordon ask me "u din bei pu arhx?how come the last part like tt" i just feel like screaming..and quitting the whole thing..maybe tt's a better choice who noes..?but since i chose it tt way..i shall not regret:)
haha anyway zy told me sth tt makes me super duper happy..haha tho i dun tink i'm supposed to lah..but it's just..uncontrollably u noe..haha shall get over it soon..lol and her description's darn nice too..kinda agree with wat she say tho tt's degrading my own taste..lalala..i'm talking in code cuz it's sth tt i can't say openly..lalala :P
erm...ya i shall get going..i havent eat my dinner..cya..