haha after another day of co..i'm glad to say tt it's just one more day..and tt i finally can play a complete huang he..haha tt's the ONLY thing tt brightened my day today i tink..cuz today's a bad day..
yay and after this week of co..i'm glad to announce sth: I HATE JORDON!! haha told u i've changed and i'm hating more and more ppl now..lalala..and my neutralness for SOMEONE decreased to pH4..and sliding down..anyway back to jordon..he's ROTTEN kz..so full of himself tt he can't listen to wat ppl say and talk his own way..dun tink cuz u are pro-er cuz u're grade dunno wat kz..cuz as a person u fail miserably..dunno wat basic manners are..just for an example he asked me ydae "u never bei pu oso?" with this incredible tone tt make me feel like bashing him up..and he's PROUD tt i din bei pu cuz he's not the worst..and for god's sake i had been memorising the pu for nites..den today..he said "u still haven't bei pu?" when i was flipping thru to make sure..i said i'm revising and turned away..den when we're getting up from the floor to go queue up he say "u finished revising already?" in this mocking tone and i ignored him..when we're queueing up he asked again "so u can bei pu now?" and i turned and battled with myself to ans or not b4 giving him a slight nod..and immediately he said "good good"............who do he tink he is really..?u might say i'm over sensitive and he doesn't mean it..he still shldn't have talked to me in tt manner as if i'm inferior..guess wat..there's one thing tt can irritate me almost instantly and tt is making me feeing inferior when u're NOT gd enuf in the place to make me feel like tt..i tink after the fenzu i had with them b4 they join dazu make them against me lah..jordon obviously din ask other seniors but me only..when i'm quite sure tt he notice i can't bei the later part of the song in the first place's cuz he's trying to see my fingerings to recall..he's a big fat ass (i'm turning vulgar YES)...after rehearsal we went back to LT and i saw my seat being placed another bag and my bag thrown to the other seat..and the first name tt come to my head is JORDON and YES I'M RIGHT..wat more can i say? would a normal person do this kind of thing??! he failed as a person cuz he don't even noe the basic curtesy???!! his ego of himself's just so big tt only some certain ppl again can stand him..haha and i'm glad tt i'm not one of them cuz tt means i'm abnormal...
lalala ok feeling much better after i venged my anger..haha basically..actually..after i saw his bag on MY seat and MY bag on another seat i felt like crying..den i went to the toilet immediately and had this urge to just throw my slippers to the walls..or scream my lungs out if tt helps..but neither did i do in the end lah..
haha erm..tml's 9 starting co but i'm going early i tink..tink i deproving even my standard for the songs..muz practise!! yay!! lol oh btw..din smile throughout the whole chuida..lol it's sth i NEVER ever did b4 but when i noe there's always someone behind u to put u down lest u do ANYTHING wrong..i just have to focus my WHOLE mind on wat notes to play..
jia you to rachel (tang) and jeenise for dizi!! yay!
happy birthday to yingtong tml!!
jia you to justine!! confidence and practise!!
*am i numb to the music or am i deaf?nononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononono