went to crash tj today..shld be considered a happy crash bah..haha cuz we spent almost all our time there in the lib playing bridge..haha and only attended the econs lecture which bored me to death..haha and realised actually my econs tchr's doing quite fast..we taught the ceteris paribus and the law of demand and those definition but they were talking about it now..maybe it was just a revision for them..but tink my sch did their job lah hor..?haha erm..ya cuz we were always in the lib there isn't really disappointment from expectation like how i felt in vj..haha erm..ya so..
went back to dunman for chuida after tt..not exact chuida cuz me and xiuyi din play and just sat there..but kelvin and carmen got play lah..blah blah blah..oh before i forgot..the new junior's name's yu chen..rite..?haha wateva..dun tink she noe me..haha i'm insignificant:)
anyway realise tt i MIGHT not get to play bangdi..but tt's only assumptions lah..later i wat wat wat..erm cuz the parts unbalance lah..lol and based on past experience if ttk conduct tt time say unbalance between bangdi and qudi i'd most probably be the one being changed..like how i did during competition..lalala..but tt's for the worse..i shall practise harder so tt laoshi have no prove watsoever to make me change my part..erm..ya..am i being selfish..?cuz after all every part someone have to be there to play..but then..it's my last chance in dhsco..haix..cuz dun tink any alumni performance will ask me to go..i noe if i dun go this time i'll regret it..like how i regretted about everything else i din do..anyway on a happier note..this sat's reunion dinner for gy!! lol wish everything turn out for the best and everyone's gd mood to the end :)
somehow i miss my friends in innova after the two days of ponning..haha cuz i miss the lame-ness lah..bleah..maybe it WOULD be a gd choice to stay..but then i'll most probably lost touch after a while with my sec friends..which is not wat i wan..haha and my mum would be diasppointed that i din change my mind after all these going to other jc..erm anyway it's not up to me lah..like wat..lol
i very sian..BORED..