now come to think about it, i don't think i'm really that over-sensitive. cause after all carmen did dislike me during the period that me and xiuyi were close like how i feel. so it might not be wrong that the two girls in zhuangyuan's lit class dislike me cause i sense hostility from them, like they're trying to scare me off from the class. but it might also be i sensitive cause justine did not get moody cause of me on last sat but because of kelvin. so?i don't know.maybe i should just let my heart wander and feel, trying my best to amend anything that i can or just pretend ignorant.
i'm not that neutral and lovable anymore.
not that i ever was.