lalalalala~
today was my o-level oral..and i kinda amused the examiners with my broken english..hahax wateva lah told myself not to think about this le..wateva is over is over..no pt mourning over spilled milk rite..?shld be glad tt at least i can finished the oral today and not dread it till next week like miss carmen:P ya and glad tt my examiners are the kinder ones..dunno how to face them if my broken english was faced with a frown..i'd probably had killed myself the instant i went out of the hall instead of just scratching my head swearing about everything..hahax oh ya tink the examiners heard me saying "oh shit" when i saw tt sally's still sitting reading the question paper..cuz tt means i din last for even merely ten mins..nvm..carmen say they might mistake it for me sneezing..lolx..
hmmm..next week tml it'll be the first paper le..and i haven't realli started my revisions! hahax dunno leh..finally did my bring home test on my own and did the past yr papers..but is tt counted as revision..?hahax but i passed the mcqs leh..so i just have to work on the theory to score..?hahax tt sound like sth great to me:D
err..finished my last job as dizizz on mon..at least i tink i did my best at tt..hahax den feel v sad cuz those without contact no. or those wrong no will be cancelled out of the contact list..which means tt they'll never be contacted again..kinda sad leh..like wat will happen if i lost my phone or change my no. again after i graduated..and wat happen if i moved house one day and lost contact with them..?they'll cancel my name too..and no one will rmb in this yr 0405 there's this dizi ppl called doris..haix am i tinking too much again..?bet i am..hahax nvm..
erm..hahax went back to fenzu this mon..but just merely passed by the dizis room and no one notice me..except lili..i mean..who will look outside except him lah..?hahax shld not discriminate..ya but stayed in the suona and sheng room till they ended cuz we need to ask ding a few contacts..hahax ya so went back after tt..blah blah blah..dun tink i'm going back tml to look at the dazu if there's any..so dun blame me kz..?hahax and better miss me:P cuz i missed the dayz of dazu with u all lah..hahax..the period i feel i belonged to a certain grp of interesting ppl..hahax not tt zy they all not interesting lah..bleah..hahax just tt now i feel after we "graduated" no matter how hard we try some feelings will still fade..and in no time we'll be just hi-and-bye-friends as my sis describes..not as a grp who shared so much memories together..hahax shall get over this sadness soon..now we shld conc on studies lah..whether we will remain as we were..we'll have to see about tt after the exams..?hahax as long as u all dun change tt much and we still recognise u all..we'll stay the way we were..?lalala..shall be positive..but realli lah..i'm realli kinda scared tt when we come back after o's it'll be "ren2 mian4 bu4 zhi1 he2 chu4 qu4, tao2 hua1 yi1 jiu4 xiao4 chun1 feng1"..gosh..later the "tao hua" oso disappear i'm gonna laugh cuz i'll be mad..hahax anyone understand this "personification"..hahax too chim rite..?i noe i deserve a diploma in crapping:P
hahax talking about co..i suddenly rmb me and xiuyi being the ones who always helped to clear rubbish..in m'sia and in gongyan05..erm unforgettable experience..?in m'sia everyone in the room were trying to squeeze all the rubbish into one or two pathetic small bags and me and xiuyi had to carry all the way to the other side of the backstage to dispose of it..then in gongyan me and xiuyi were carrying this big black rubbish bag tt had holes and is leaking from the backstage all the way to downstairs next to the rubbish bin..trying hard to balance it so tt all the rubbish will not topple and fall down and at the same time shouting for the ppl in front to "siam" cuz we dunno how long we can hold the bag in place..hahax..ended up us being dirtied..lolx memorable lah..
erm..wanted to talk about sth interesting but apparently i forgot wat's tt..hahax oh i rmb! it's about the CCA record thing lah..hahax feeling unjust cuz i have only one pg and shushan got 2 pg..and i got 10pts while shushan got 12..we were argueing about which cca shld get more cca pts..i keep on saying tt chinese orchestra shld get us 10 and she say shld not be the case..anyway later we realise tt both cca gave us 9 pts so there's realli no pt in quarreling over this kind of silly things lah hahax..and apparently shushan is being involved in more things than me..maths olympics and etc..hahax anyway tt's the reason y she has 2 pgs lah..den i looked at my paper and realise tt my involvement in activities is increasing with the yrs..with the most in sec4..hahax it's the yr with so much involvement yet so little time..erm..anyway we're still trying to get us one more mark or at least one more credits on the record..hahax cuz we represent the sch for the lit thingie..hahax
oh ya i haven't forget about the miracle thingie so we shall work hard..hahax
*haix..realli scared the next time we go back and they'll all changed..cuz now already keep on feeling that we actually dun understand the jrs tt much..tink we're the ones being problematic..?caused by the unwillingness of letting go and not being involved..once let go we feel detached and sad..'knotted' us..hahax