it rained!
what does cutting papaya and watermelon mean? as in dream. from 7 am to 10+ i only have this dream. and the details are so vivid. cutting and cutting. cut watermelon from afternoon and papaya too. then my sis came back from work complaining and i'm still cutting papaya. finished cutting watermelon though. the papaya was somehow dropped out of the plate earlier on that's why i have to cut again. i divided the big piece into two, and starting cutting using a sharp knife. i put the papaya on my hand and cut. and as the pieces accumulate, the juice too. but the originally red and orange turned black. as in the whole dream became black. so i dunno if the juice include my blood. since the knife is sharp and the juice look very concentrated and sticky. but i dun feel any pain. ya and i woke up feeling so sad inside. i sat staring in the air for around 5 min, wondering what can i do.
what does this mean?