July 15, 2005

*after the concert*
bet this is the 1st time i moved so much. i really felt that i wanna throw myself out...and the audience wasn't very nice. saw zhi3wei4 and his friend laughing while we play. which is sth very nasty i shld say. and i totally disapprove the laughing and the "yay!" from the dunman high people at the end of the concert. have they no respect, time awareness and manners? felt like bashing all of them. and tell them that a true musician love all kind of music and love them and appreciate them. no matter wat side they start from. WTH.
i believed that this will be the last performance b4 we graduate, and i felt that..i will miss my junior. yes no plural cuz it's only ruth. ok maybe xiaoxue. and the days i was in co with them. if days would go back, i'd choose to stay here. 4eva. y not?
got agitated a lot of times today. i shan't mention. and the list of 内政 is out.
mimosa; cat tail; plum blossom; whomping willow; morning glory; duckweed; pitcher plant; lalang; rafflesia..did i miss anything? wish not..

"thanks everyone for the music today..tho miss carmen say that it's very luan at the later part..it's the best last performance:) u rock!" so i sent to everyone..ruth jingmei xiaoxue xiuyi rachel justine carmen agnes kelvin ho cuiying jianmin..only agnes, jingmei, carmen replied..and rachel sim card expire..did i do the right thing? was emotional and didn't think straight..or other motive?? (NO)

p.s. oh my god my mum washed my blanket..it's so fragrant now..touched again. thanks mum! and ruth's encouragement..shall do my best. i promise!