hi..now is 1133 and i'm stiu awake..nice..and tml haf sch haha..and i haf to wake up at 5..nice..ok i'm tired..jux finished writing all my unseen prose cuz yihui say mrs vora typing in marks and give those din hand in zero..was starting on passage-based 3..but too tired my brain not workin so i gived up..maybe continue tml..?there's nth i can do to my studies now so i tink the least i can do is to finish wateva i owe..?i give the tchrs enuf disappointment with my results i guess..every tchr frm lower sec wun believe how and wat haf i become today..failure and same for the rest of my life..see the problem in me now..i dun see the pt of studying and couldn't pull myself up to study..i noe it's sad to see sumone give up lyk this and i agree with everything mr sng say..i agree..but stiu cannot change myself..so..jux see..maybe a lighting struck mi and make mi turn into sumone who is enthu about studies..?or one day i'll try knocking into a wall..or sumone hypnotise mi..wateva happens..maybe i'll change..?i haf the mind..but not the will..
i'm getting fed up with everything i guess..failure in everything i do and getting numb about this feeling..and i mean everything..dun suspect..but i hope to change for the better..realli..
believe in mi and i shall tell u u dun noe mi..
or maybe i'm jux tired now..?
cuz it's 1142 now..
and my head aches..
it's dark i guess..?
dun sound lyk mi..
or this might not even be written by mi..
i'm tired..
shall go slp now..
gd nite to everyone..
tml will be a better day?