things turned out fine. everything seems to be in its right order. nothing, absolutely nothing should be bothering me now. and yet..i feel bothered. i feel misplaced. i feel bad. everything and anything that's far from reality. numb. laugh when i'm expected to, smile when i see someone smile at me, wave to someone energetically. but i'm hollow inside. echoes sound in my heart, and yet i made no sense of it.
i feel hopeless, yet i'm hopeful.
i feel sad, yet i'm happy.
"i am not who i am"
"what is that, that , is, is"
I SOUND SO FAKE