March 02, 2005

ya 1st thing 1st..my com's in working condition le..hahax..
haix..tink today was quite ok bah..dunno wat's wrong with mi nowadays..becoming impatient at everyone and angry at everyone..disliking myself now..hate this feeling..guess wat..i failed my 2 physics tests..and ms seah wanna call my mum..and tink will ask if i wanna drop the sub loh..definitely..dunno leh..angry at myself again..keep on not working hard..fail fail fail..but stiu dun wan to work hard..am i hopeless..?i dunno.......if i wan to drop the sub i would haf done it frm sec3..tink it's not my sub..to be frank i realli got thot b4 whether not to take physics when i was sec two loh..haix it seems lyk there's no turning back anyway..it's not lyk i score well in ANYTHING at ALL..being the total failure i used to be jux make ppl trust tt it's the way i shld be..tink they forgotten how i studied when i was in sec1..tink they'd ask if i realli had ever work hard b4..i dun care..I DUN CARE!!
........erm..dunno..dunno how many time i make this promise to myself le..i shall begin study after m'sai trip kz.........
kz lah i no mood write liao..waiting for my mum to cum back home and scold mi and ground mi..nvm..cyaz den..:)