December 22, 2013

i think it is a bit unlike me to do new year resolutions given that i usually won't accomplish them anyway oops..but now that 2013 is coming to a close, i shall make it a first (that i could remember) to write resolutions here..kinda to commemorate my 10th year on blogger! okay i think i sound reallllll old..pls ignore the number :X
so! the past year has been uneventful in my career in the sense that other than my 3 mths deployment from july till oct, i am still at DEM, which also means that i'm there for almost 2 years already (okay not almost..9 more mths to go)..there are good and bad changes in me even though i would say mostly bad, but it's kinda like survival of the fittest, and if i didn't change i'd probably declare myself unable to fit in and ask for out, which will probably repeat until i end up somewhere i feel too tired to switch out anymore and then start rotting there till the end of my career.......okay shall stop all the negativity haha..the main point is, i'm staying put in ed and kinda surviving well, so i hope that it can continue that way in 2014:)
and outside of career..too many ups and downs that i have no idea where and how to start the narration, so as the usual me, i shall not start at all :P but no matter how it was, hope the new year will bring about a better turn of events and hopefully i'll end up getting what i need and want:))
okay so come the new year resolution! i shall try to change my spending habit! i know it is very hard to change, but that is an aim:)
secondly i want to start and maintain another saving account in another bank..this is easy to start but i think a bit difficult for me to maintain, and this has everything to do with the first resolution..if i manage to change my habit, then i would have enough money to maintain the new acct..so all i have to do is to start the acct:|
and then i need to start reading something, ANYTHING. i think i'm getting illiterate from not reading anything at all now, be it english or chinese..and that is not a nice feeling :0
and i want to travel alone, impromptu, just pack and go! and it shall be unannounced except to my family, so that i can stay off the grid and let myself go away from my routine..doesn't have to be far away, just anywhere within budget will do:)
hmm what else..okay! lastly, this is more of a life goal: to know what i really want to do in life, with life, and start doing something to get me to where i want. i know this is too grand a new year resolution to complete within the year, so this shall just be the start of thinking for myself, and i have my whole life time to think about it..cool right:P
and this shall end the post..hopefully i can remember i made this list and adhere to it one way or another..auf wiedersehen!:)