Day 08 - A picture of your most treasured item
i don't usually take photo of any sort, but if it was to say a picture of my most treasured item, it would be all the photos on my photobucket albums :) so i took a snapshot of it and post it here..i think if photobucket were to give up on me one day, i won't remember minor things that happened in the past that were captured in that moment..i've always need pictures to remind me and help me recall all the events in the past, so yep the albums are my most treasured item :))
i realised it's been a while since i last blogged but as you can see i'm trying to live a dry life here with work and home only in the effort to save money..which i have to say failed badly cause i still couldn't manage to save enough to pay for my credit card balance..haha so my sis is gonna help me pay like 3/4 of it and me the rest..at least i'm spending now on tangible goods instead of all on food so yep maybe an improvement? :P
anyway work is mundane, but not say i don't enjoy some parts of it..just that i still feel slightly unstable now and then..like one time i would feel completely accepted into the ward and the next realise it was all my imagination..which i supposed is not exactly the point of working..i mean, with all the other people saying working is not to make friends, i guess the focus should really be on the work itself right? and friendships are just a take-along..okay now about work itself..i think i am getting too forgetful for my own good..i can promise the patient something at one moment and forget about it the next..and often talked bigger than i could manage..bleah..and the fact that another staff could achieve something i can't even though we did the same thing is making me doubt my abilities..and how they can be immediately so friendly to patients and vice versa on their first encounter, which i took a few days to achieve, made me feel as if i'm not really suited to be a nurse. but well, i guess these are just minor issues to do with my expectation being too high on myself, compared to lacking on skills-wise, which i have to say, exist for me too. rahh..i now tend to be impatient and angry at myself at the last day of my 3 or 4 days work..hopefully the upcoming 6 and 7 days week won't be too bad..
and now i'm off!