erm..realise i've not been blogging for more than 10 days already..really don't feel like updating (not that there is anything to update about regarding my life) cause it's becoming a routine...going home after work, waking up in the morning for work, etc etc..
i guess the most i can update about is Uni admission?? LOL since it had been the focus of most since applying for the Uni.. erm i am very irritated at the moment, but i guess there's nth to help it. because. i have not receive ANY news at all from ANY of the Unis (erm i only applied for 2 anyway)..probably because i didn't perform well for my business interview for NTU, i did not receive acceptance letter from them. i mean, i don't expect they'll accept me definitely, but when there's a comparison and you discover that you are the one who didn't get the acceptance you will feel a bit unjust (ok maybe not just a bit)..okay lah probably i'm not lovable nor quick-witted nor sweet at my words, that's why i failed to impress the interviewers..but really >.< haha i supposed i'll harp on it for at least a few more days...
oh and about NUS, cause i went for interview so the results won't be out so fast, so i just gotta wait while half of the students already know what they get..hrm...all these waiting and knowing that everyone EXCEPT YOU is receiving acceptance one by one makes me a bit (very) irritated..rah...i'll get over it i'll get over it...
oh and about the scholarship applications (that i now think is a bit thick-skinned to even apply) i supposed it's all rejected..although only 1 letter and 1 email to inform me that i'm not offered the scholarships, i supposed all the rest is the same. after all, didn't they say no news means bad news?
oh gosh..all these troubles are getting to me....why can't they make uni admission at least a bit more bearable?? i already feel like i'm being rejected by all the uni...................
haix. will update when i feel like it or if i receive any rejection/acceptance letter from the uni.........
AHHHHH!!!!!!! >.<