December 23, 2007

23rd stay at home..(?)
24th collect my new specs and meet up with carmen rachel and xiuyi..
25th working..

woke up today feeling super hollow inside. dreamt of a lot of things, but that made me think a lot as well..in the end when i wake up i just felt so empty..at that moment just felt that somehow i'm all alone..hollow and empty and dunno where am i supposed to be or who i am existing as then..felt so lost that the first thing i did this morning ( or afternoon since i woke up at 12+) was to cry..dunno what's gotten into me..that spot is blocked now, so i'm feeling alright :) i still have so many friends who cares about me right? weird weird me......
don't think will be blogging tmr nor the day after, so i wish all of you happy christmans now...

HAPPY CHRISTMAS!
presents presents presents..hahaha :P