2 out of 3 dreams last night had been bloodshed and death, and somehow i feel vaguely familiar with what happened in one of the dreams, as if i had dreamt about the same thing before. my mind feel so full but my heart so empty now... BOO
been working overtime for the past 2 days..not that i like to do the job or that i need a lot of money urgently, but somehow i just stayed on. but i am sick of it already so probably i won't do it again (at least for the month)
my mum went back to hongkong a few days ago because something happen to my dad's mum..i don't really know what exactly happened but my mum is going to stay there for quite a while i think..so now we've been calling my mum every night after i reach home from work..just missed her sooo much and yet there's nothing we can do here..wondering if life would ever be the same again (but it would, eventually, right?)
what do i want in life? what do i want to become in life? what do i plan to do for my future?
how do i predict who i would become in the future when i have no idea what is happening to me in the next second?
i feel lost.. but i will smile
good morning