Least you have been deceived into thinking that I'm studying very very hard now, I'm sorry to to correct you and say: no I'm not..
exactly what have I been doing to my precious time!! everyone's offline mugging their mind off and i'm still rotting at home like nobody's business..not studying not revising not practising..bleah..
sch officially end for us next wednesday after farewell assembly..and this week (and half of next) is on truncated timetable..and since i'm so guai i have been attending sch everyday and every lesson..haha not exactly not useful but i supposed if i don't follow up with at least a bit of my own revision it'll still come to naught? hrm..anyway the class's becoming so small that everyone talks to everyone now..as in, previously there might be time to mingle but you won't have time to joke and really have a conversation or anything in the midst of walking to every venue and listening to the lessons..except maybe more or less within the clique of course..(hrm wat's my pt?.......) anyway although it's feeling a bit messy here and there because you don't exactly know who came or who went home, i think this week's quite fun..haha and i'm starting to appreciate the "beauty" of having double periods of lectures..i don't know, just feel that somehow the tutors are not rushing much to squeeze into 50 mins, but somehow always manage to give as much content and somehow it's more productive? i guess may be it's only for my case..i only really can pay attention after concentrating on something for more than 1/2 hour? so usually by the time i really focus the lesson'd be over, but now i can go on and absorb 50 more mins worth of content?i really hope it works for me in the end..or else i really wasted my time away (not say if i stay at home i'll not waste lah..haiya..)
anyway anyway..been feeling a bit sad here and there and now and then..like 2 years really went past so fast and it's really coming to an end..what will happen to us for the next month? next year? especially when it is the transition period of our lives now..if uni-hood (or working life if my results' really very lousy..boohoo i hope to enter uni-hood! >.<) is as bad as they say, i think i'm really gonna miss these two years..although without my closest friends from secondary sch with me all the time and i mostly lost contacts with them, the new friends in jc's created a very very pleasant time for me..all the laughters and joys, all the jokes and "bullying", etc etc etc..you know..haix..and most crucially THEY (as the uni undergrads) say their module mates are all playing mind game and power struggles..i can't imagine how life would be..when i'm already so digusted with someone that displayed the trait subconsciously (or it's probably me)..lol well then again, i had thought jc's gonna suck big time at first because i don't have friends here in the beginning, and see what i've found! :D maybe i'll reread this post 2 years down the road and laugh at my own stupidity..or i'd find myself losing that balance..haix..uncertainty of life? haha
anyway there's no pt worrying how life would be in the future if i don't have one right? so here i go..to study!! ( i wish and i hope)
auf wiedersehen!
all the best!
:)
27 days..and decreasing