September 16, 2007

i thought i had given up on my life a while ago. i mean, life seemed so
meaningless to me that days are but time that we have to pass before
our deaths arrive. but i guess i shouldn't give up just yet. i need to
live for my distant dream, live for my friends, and most importantly,
make full use of every moment in my life. they always say it's up to us
to choose to live life happily or sadly, and for a while i'd let it
slipped by meaninglessly. i guess i shouldn't give myself up when no one's
given up on me. even though everything seem just so hopeless now and it
seemed too late to turn..knowing there's someone out there for me and
to treasure that thought for myself, i should not give up. it's still
not too late. i still have time. i can do it. i'm not stupid. i still
can choose. i still can turn, in time. i can live.