hi hi!! i'm up here again...heex..
think there is a lot of stuff that i'm supposed to write since i last blogged..but given my deteriorating memory, you can't expect me to write much abt them even if i do..lol but i'll try lah! :)
last weekend was quite an "action-packed" week for me..7 july morning was our PE game elective day cuz i selected to do archery..so we went to sch on sat morning at normal sch time..to realise that the side gate is locked..haha while we were waiting for the security guards to notice our presence at the gate and let us in, the sky started pouring..it grew into a super heavy rain within 5 mins and even tho gladys jocelyn and i were standing in the middle of the bus stop we were half drenched by the time the security guard come to open the gate..and not to mention val who just went out of the house when the rain started pouring and she's like totally wet by the time she reached sch..haha we were all wondering if they're going to postpone to another day but the weather started to clear and soon we were on our way to yishun..the whole schedule was a little off but by 10 we got our hands on the bow!! :D although we have to take turn to shoot and each time we are only entitled to 3 arrows, plus the fact that we missed the "shuai" coach and got an super eccentric coach instead..okay, it's not fair to say that we didn't have a fun time, but i guess if we had a better coach we'll definitely enjoy our time more..haha i shall omit my performance at archery..cuz it really kind of suck..LOL
after archery (which ended at around 2) val, jin jia and i went to eat at the KFC at the yishun shopping mall..after which i went to find zhuang yuan at vj cuz i wanted to stay overnight at her house for the day:) i was feeling ultra weird when i went into the TSD room after i reached vj..it's not a surprising fact to see that zhuangyuan had kind of picked up the dramatic accent and everything..but it's just weird..like she has changed without me noticing and well..it's just weird..anyway after she finished her "show" she and i went to parkway to meet kelvin..to make up for not being to watch liveEarth (the original 4h gathering)..we ate and they decided to watch movie so we took bus to bugis..and the timing for the movie was a bit lousy and the movie choice was limited..so we walked to suntec..and the movie timings there was even later..so after wandering around for quite sometime walking at the arcades and everything we walked to marina square i forgot dunno for what..but we ended up at the Irish bar beside xin wang cafe..haha we had a drink each and zy can't hold her liqour as usual..hrm..anyway yep when she was a bit more stable we had a walk towards esplanade and she insisted on going to DXO..haha i should say we're lucky there are so many people there she gave up going in the end..yep so we sat down at the river there and chatted..yada yada..went to her house at around 12 or 1 that day..haha
8 july was the PAssion run that i signed up to volunteer for..was feeling super sleepy when i got there cuz in the end zy and i slpt at 2 and i had to wake up at 4 to be at ECP by 5..yep so we assemble blah blah blah..at 6 we were sent to our stations and me and yunling was with two other guys cuz they wanted to have a guy and a girl at each station..boo and one of the guys (names' vincent and john) say i look like 20+..haha ok i think it is kinda petty for me to rmb till today but..well..haix...........haha anyway the day was ok..and i saw mr soh running LOL..that ends my busy weekend--
another thing i got to update is the outing we (val sab pris and kiaming) had after mid-years on weds..haha i've got no idea that was to celebrate my bdae LOL..anyway they gave me the bdae present they got for me and it was...haha quite funny when they gave me the children's book..i was like "they got me this for what?" mentality..haha but the idea was really unique :)) and guess what they got for me??? fahrenheit photo album~~!!!!! ahh!!! haha it was really like..oh my GOSH!! haha it must have cost a bomb eh..really really thanks everyone who've shared my present..val pris sab kiaming sunny danson... :) :D
the attachment at the mpsession had started for two weeks now..and i realise it's getting more depressing as day goes by..it was such a sad thing to see the woman cry out of despair, not knowing what to do, but i'm unable to help or voice out any solution..i can only see her go away after the writer i am being attached to told her there wasn't a solution for her except to divorce..and i smirked at the woman who uses a few hundreds for electricity bill while claiming that she's poor..well i guess i have to accept that and the part and parcel of life..
haha ok i guess that's all that is "happening" in my life..haha till next time then! :)
i don't want to lose my only target, only dream in life..i don't want to become less than what i already am reduced to now..i'm scared..i don't want to lose my aim in life..i want to breathe..but i can't