hey hey!!
LOL just woke up like 5 mins ago..yep i know i had study plans in the morning but was too tired lah..so in the end i slacked again..hopefully i have the determination to go and make up for the time lost today..haha
erm..actually nothing much happened that can be exactly written in here..went to the MPS as usual and my perspective kind of changed from last week..realised that even if i lament about the unfairness of everything and anything there are actually people out there that really abuse the system and as the writer say, sooner or later, after having sat there for so many years, u will grow numb and don't cry with them anymore. you might still want to try to help them as much as possible, but the compassion is lessen. well, i supposed that's life. haha but i still want to help those really in need. maybe that's also the reason for the writers to be still sitting in there after facing so many "fake" cases..anyway went home at 11 last night and when i got home it's already 12..and my mum went to fetch me from the bus stop :D
chemistry and biology's syllabus is completed and we are already revising..and maths only left the last set of notes to be completed before we go into revising too..and for all H2 subjects they're banding us according to how we fare during mid years..boo..oh did i say wat's my grades like? i think it's the same grades as block test but for diff subject..i think because i studied for chem during block test and studied bio for mid-years, the grades kinda switched..haha i supposed that's bad? :X anyway it's quite funny how they divide the cohort taking chem into first 1-250 person in one LT, the rest except the last 6 in classroom, are in another LT. funny because, in the top 250, i got an S and am ranked 110+ and there are people who scored U and is within the top 250. AND the lecturer said that we're cleverer (LOL u know that's not true). AND our speed is actually slower than everyone else. bleah..
and when they gave out the scheme of work for bio yesterday and i saw the number of weeks left before prelims, i got kind of freaked out. as in, oh my god!!! it's sooner than i thought, and i haven't started studying YET. and for that moment my heart started to worry about the exam. haha the future is in our hand for these few months, and if we work hard, we might just get what we want......or can we?
hmmm...today's weather's nice! shall get started on my revision today (hopefully)...i shall go and eat lunch now :D
JIA YOU and ciao!
good bye to my social life (if i want to excel..) :)月光重复的听着这首歌
自己难过自己泪流
茉莉花随着风飘落
回家的路一个人走过
也许是哪里走错
路的尽头没有人等我
岁月总是擦肩而过
流星划过什么也不留
月光之下我们哭过笑过
月光之下你曾说你爱我
风雨再大我会一直握着你的手
呵护着你不让你走
重复的听着这首歌
自己难过一个人泪流天亮以後客栈前那一座桥或许我们都到不了没有理由在苦笑只是煎熬反复练习的拥抱天亮以后就看不到不能陪你到苍老陪你到老我不知道还有谁能像我让你依靠我只希望你会牢记我的好天亮以后就再也牵不到你的手天亮以后我会慢慢离开你的梦不敢说再见就是无法说出口天亮以后留住你该用什么理由天亮以后留下的就只剩下寂寞别难过所有的痛都由我默默承受我以为我做得到抱着你到天荒地老爱你我感到骄傲什么都好期待着你的拥抱也许这机会太渺小流着眼泪苦着笑我怎么逃空荡的梦怎么写我们的从今以后握紧着手看不到再见的尽头天亮以后就再也牵不到你的手天亮以后我会慢慢离开你的梦不敢说再见就是无法说出口天亮以后留住你该用什么理由天亮以后留下的就只剩下寂寞别难过所有的痛都由我默默承受