it rained again, just when my heart need moist to live again.nothing much went by in my life..same life same old me..but i've been trying to be a nice person today! :) but i think somehow every attempt of me doing this will make my friends or more people to think negatively of me..but well..i can't control anyone's mind and it's really up to me to judge myself? and that is the most important point..
finally told my mum what was going on with my scholarship..and i did not receive the agitated response as i had predicted..just mere words to say i better pull up my socks..and we went on to the "survival rate" of those hong kong scholars that came here with me (same batch)..most of them already had their scholarship terminated so i'm in a sense better off..not really much since i'm in risk yet again..but since i survived for so long..why not hold on for a couple more months to finish my pre-u terms?let's hope i can clutch onto it as long as j2 last me..
sad to say, i'm going into the "i dont understand a single thing you say" mode again..which is extremely dangerous for my case..hopefully i can understand everything when i study this weekend..if i ever do :P
nothing much really..and i have nothing to say..just..let's jia you for the up coming days? :)
i have always thought that the rain knows my mood..it rains everytime i'm starting to or already feeling low..and it always have this magical power to lighten my mood just like music does..and i always think..the heaven is crying for me..so i should not cry and continue to be happy......