January 12, 2007

hi hi!!
lol there's so much to update everyday now that the school term had started..and yet whenever i sit down in front of the com, my fingers would just freeze and unsure of what to type..haha
raining most of today..and when i alighted the bus when i come home today it was still raining..i was without a umbrella and suddenly i feel like walking in the rain and so i did. it wasn't really heavy but by the time i got to the void deck i'm already mostly wet. but i'm happy. when i was halfway to my house a little boy came into my path and he was looking at me and i was smiling back when he suddenly laugh with a bit of sadistic feeling.."hehe" lol i was stunned for a while but i laughed when i walked past him..it's cute how they react..maybe everyone would be thinking and laughing at me walking in the rain while they're sheltered and it's only the innocents that will show their "mean-ness"..of which i am grateful to see :)
today was a super duper extremely slack day because all we had was bio tut and lec and one period of gp. fullstop. haha ok maybe except the prac at 230 today. and as usual prac mr yeow was asking all of us to do concept map and remember all the concepts and etc..and i forgot almost half of my respiration..feeling super guilty when he said he's be sad if this is wat we learned from him for all of last yr..i mean..it's not his fault..haix..shall get started revision soon..
and ydae during practical mr yeow was telling us abt darwin and his theory of evolution and his memorial written by his son..and he tell us that family is always someone who you can depend on no matter wat..i neared cried ok..bleah..ok i admit i was feeling a little too emo but i feel that my family now is in pieces yet together..it's not as broken as those family cuz we're still one family, still talks to each other and don't really have relationship prob..but maybe cuz now everyone have their own life..too much of their own life..that the times we can get together now is at night..some nights..and i'm busy with my work and stuff too..then sometimes we can hear each other scolding everyone else and ppl getting mad at others..stuff like that made me wondered if it's better if we had stayed in hk cuz my sis wun change to how she is now i believe..like they wun have to talk indirectly to each other cuz they're at cold war for almost at least 4 years now..and my sis even feel gd when my other sis is not at home for the night..and the reason she gave that her relationship with my sis improved from the cold war is the fact that she stays out now..and added some theory like "absence make the heart fonder"..lol maybe i should not be writing all this here cuz i dunno whether my sis would be angry if she reads this..and i shld not disclose this kind of prob publicly rite? haix...
anyway..on a happier note..val and i are continuing our "journey to becoming muggers" tml! after ep 1 last sun we feel that if we continue to be this hardworking we're gonna make it for the tests..haha maybe i should set it to study every weekend since i hardly go out anyway..haha
zy called me today when i just finished co..she's in dhs!! can u believe it..haha she told me she'd never go back there cuz it's so far now..haha and i was a bit nuts when she said someone is there too..whatever..it's strange..as i have told val altho it's nice hearing he's there but when i actually see him i'd feel like.."ahem..wat's he doing here"..haha anyway talking abt dhs..gonna join gongyan this yr too!! haha ok i think i jump topic too fast le..lol
haha ok lah i think this post quite long..shall end here..so long!


do you think friendships can last forever as we say it?