eh..i think i am very slack-y and lazy leh..haha there's only 2 MJ-ian online just now..i bet everyone was busy mugging..or slping before mugging..
haha the tchrs always say there'll be at least one per class who get retain each yr..i wonder..will i be the next one? my brain tell me to work hard for this week b4 i regret..my conscience tell me pull thru this one week working hard and freedom is on its way..but my heart tell me all i wan is play and let's just pray for some miracles to happen like it did everytime..and the fact that i am here blogging..i had chosen to listen to my heart..did i tell you abt the miracles? in PSLE my prelims was 234..and somehow without studying really much harder ( and i had to tell you..i still studied harder then than i know myself for years now..) i increase by around 30pts and got into dhs..with merely two A stars..i mean..i saw someone with 3 A stars scoring lower than me..miracle huh?but that was when i had an aim in mind..when i was at pri 5 we were sharing classrooms with the p6 and they left behind this brochure under the desk..it's on dhs..and suddenly (who knows why) i wanted more than anything to get into dhs..even tho my prelims result like sh*t i still put dhs as my first choice..haha well tt's for the past..
then at o levels prelims i went out with jingjing to mp lib almost everyday (ok..it IS everyday) wanting to study..and u know the person i am..no longer than 10 mins i'm attracted to the shelves and then spent the whole night on reading chi novels..haha then it became the daily routine to go there and READ books..u noe..lol so i scored 20..moderate=19..and i went to ij..(it was not a bad sch..really..i was wanting to go back when i got posted to mj..haha but that was all..in the past..)..this time for the actual o level my mum refuses to let me go out to study and i agree on that..so i studied for 1 week in advance (and most of the subj like SS was for the night before) and i got 13..well i think that STILL is a miracle..cuz i scored better than i expected..oh well..nvm..and so here i go to mj..
for now..i'm slacking as usual and i'm still leaving all my work to last min..tell me abt studying..i wonder if it equates to torture..no i'm not complaining..but maybe i shld not rely on miracles anymore..when it nearly fails me the last time..but the thing is..i'd rather wish there is miracles existing for me..still..haha but well i guess miracles doesn't exist without hard work? like they always say..no pain, no gain? i wonder if i can keep a promise to myself to study hard for the next week..like never b4..
haha i think this post is too emotional for this blog..but this is how i am feeling lah..and maybe (just maybe) this is the last post for this mth..(haha it's 21 already anyway..so end of mth isn't long)..anyways..so i'd wish in advance..
priscillazhuangyuankiaminghaha ciao!!