hey!!
lol ok i think i should be studying for my chem test tml but i just wanna blog today!! now!! lol and din u miss me after 1 week?? ok i'm lame..blah blah blah..
ydae was cip selling bookmarks..plain advertising bookmark for two dollars..and i managed to get 2 stranger to buy 3 from me and squeeze the other two out of my friends..and my friends is not close to me tt type..i'm totally grateful for their existence..really..lol and i prefer flag day than selling this in bedok..bleah..
today is the performance at vch at 5..saw a lot of people tho the a lot of people might not see me..haha cuz dunno leh..felt quite out of place and down all of a sudden when ppl stream in..but it's really v nice to see zy..haha and see the diff b/w us kinda widened..it's sad.....felt sick near the second half but managed to recover myself enough to finish the concert..it's very amazing how the mongolian ppl play the si hu and ma tou qin..i think if i were the audience it'll be a solo performance that is not boring for once..it's amazing..and they're soooooooo pro..haha ok and i managed to keep my mood off the LOW zone so i can recover and just listen..lalalalala..
feeling very bad to waikit for not taking the purple line with him home..like i noe the feeling of going home alone with everyone else going the other direction and yet i'm making him go alone..bleah..sorry sorry sorry..
and i kinda din manage to shut my trap soon enough to safe keep things..i might have said sth and i'm sorry i said it..it can't be undone and even if i dun have your trust anymore after this..i would know where went wrong..
had blisters at the sides of the feet..haha it's v funny..like it's ok walking in heels with the blisters but it's extremely pain to walk when i took off the shoes..and the heel is very high..bet it got at least 3 inches or more..and i can squeeze one finger inside the shoes..haha my feet decreased in size??
tml getting back GP essay..haha did the question on "Is friendly rivalry ever possible?"..ok i noe it's just wrong to take extreme stand especially when u're not being a nice person taking the negative stand..but that's wat i did..and by the sound of it..i think i'm quite prepared to do a draft 2..writing in a stand that i myself do not believe in..haha it's funny when mr conrad counter example my stand cuz i somehow have every thing rebutted in my mind..but well as he say i'm not gd at english and not a good writer..i can't possibly win him over..bleah..and i still got my first essay's 3rd draft due.......
tml have to hand in lit essay and i'm haven't even started..great rite..?haha
after knowing from justine that i need to get blazers from huili and geraldine on tues i went to buona vista on wed..skipping my meeting and co prac..on thurs i went to take blazer from carmen..then on sat i took 2 other blazers from geraldine after kelvin ho say we need 6 blazers..and yes i was angry on that day when i sent so many sms and no one reply..and in case you don't know and i believe none of you know i'm pissed and sad on fri..and cried on the bus to dhs..i'm getting emotional nowadays..nearly wanted just get down the bus but din..as usual..and went for prac alone..i'm not angry that no one came or wat..but smses being ignored..it's not a gd feeling..esp when i'm already unstable..and wondered why i did so many things..for sth that is seemingly made up..rah..
i decidedly nice to everyone cuz i shall believe that i will receive that kind of nice from everyone someday..like i dun really expect ppl having attitude prob to have friends but somehow they do..and more popular too..maybe the attitude problem is just my attitude problem to their attitude..
haha this post i think is quite junky and in pieces..cuz i just wrote everything that pop up in my mind..
cya..off to my essay..and revision!!