went out after chem lecture today..to century square..sabrina and kiaming and priscilla and valerie treated me to haagen Darz..touched..like we've only known each other for 3 mths and they're celebrating for me..
felt a little guilty when we first arrived in the restaurant cuz it's the first time in this yr tt i'm celebrating my bdae and i'm not celebrating it with zy they all..but they really touched me and i couldn't for a while bring myself to say thank you..(i'm the type that the more i feel about sth i more i can't say it out..the other time i'm angry with zy and i dun tink i'm in the wrong tho i noe i have to say sorry to make things rite..it took me lots of time and energy to bring myself to say it out..)
i'm easily bought bah? just a treat and i'm wholeheartedly treating them as my friends..somehow i'm willing to show more abt my feelings now tho i noe i can't really be their best friends..
as we walked thru TM and the area i keep on recalling abt the trips i made with jenny carmen xiuyi jj zy..den i miss the times together..wondering how they're getting on with their life..without me..and how i'm getting used to my life without them too..planned to write a fancyful post cuz i was feeling a bit emotional..but after so long.. i dunno wat i shld say correctly..
oh and i'm keeping the receipt..haha