aloha!!
lol just a short update..maybe..
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my sis went to japan on sun..and my sis and my sis are going to hk tml..lol and my sis is going to sydney on 19th..haha yep i'm confusing all of you i know..but tt's my purpose..haha guess not much will be able to figure out who is who..for those who manage to do so..u know me SOOO much..heex..fun eh..oh and my parents and me and my sis is the only 4 in the family who does not go anywhere this hols..and dhsco's going to china on 31 may..lol
and the hol lessons' not working on me..AT ALL..really..cuz it's like..went for learning journey on mon and the whole j1 watched x men III together at shaw tower (or is it house) on beach road..a place that none of us heard of until now..ok maybe we've heard of it before..but..never gone there for movie b4..?the sound effects' nice..but the floor's sticky and stuff..and our CG was sitting in two rows in the middle and ester lai came along to ask us to "move out of the way" (ya ok tt's me paraphrasing wat she say..but u get wat i mean) for the tchrs and her..totally irritated..so i officially announce..i shall join the anti-ester gang!! yay!! lol look at me talk crap..RAH
oh b4 that we went to hospital to visit valerie..haha she's better than i expected:) yay shall look forward to seeing her soon in sch..haha and she's discharged..to valerie: u really can take a rest to recover fully at home..cuz we'll always be there to help u in the things u miss..(not that I am absorbing anything much..) yep:)
anyway back to the pt on the lessons not working on me..lol i reach home at 11 ydae and had been sneezing for the hr b4 i went to bed..for those who noe me..yep i suspect fever..cuz the signs of it all came out..but this morning got much better with only a headache..erm..ya..so i wasn't conc much today..i'm feeling terribly sorry for myself now (ha!) ..but can't really blame me for the stuffy LT that make me just can't conc cuz i can't sit still..wish it to be better soon..erm ya (i realise i sure can digress from the main pt lol) so i'm looking forward to the end of all these useless (to me) extra lessons..(but that doesn't mean i'll be in study mode for following days)
oh one more thing about mon..i met giap seng when i was going to board my bus at kallang there when i go home..haha tt's all for updates i tink..
for all of those whom i made promises to go out (for bdae BBQ and for pure shopping and visiting in hospital) but din..i am sorry..been reflecting on my change in attitude..for those haven't realise wat's wrong with me yet..there's a prob in me that i would make promises to go out with my friends ( and my sis) and when the time actually comes i just have this strong feeling to stay at home and rot..and the anti social feeling which led to me ignoring calls/sms/pretending to be sick..i know i might thus hurt some of u (or rather, all of u) but i just can't pull myself out of the shell and go out of my house..after much reflection..maybe the most suitable and reasonable excuse is that i'm afraid of the outside..i'm tired of the outside..once i got back home i won't have any desire to go out unless for lessons and compulsory stuff..much less to interact with ppl..yep..maybe cuz i'm sick of being hurt subconsciously by everyone that i dun wan to voluntarily face it again on the same day..not that i wun get hurt in my house but i can choose not to response which i must outside..nevertheless..i've hurt ppl i care about and i know this might even hurt the friendship we have (isn't it so........)..there's nth to repair wat i've done and i dun tink i'm in any condition to go out anytime soon (do i sound as if i'm down with incurable diseases? ha).. i'll try to self cure kz? i'll one day return the cheerful friendly me to u.....
till then!
bon voyage for dhsco!! all da best!:)