May 12, 2006

actually..i dunno wat to say or post here..too much went thru my mind and too few of it left behind..anyway it's mostly not happy thots so why bother to keep them rite..?
went to vjco concert ydae..saw alot of ppl and kinda out of expectation to see some for me..haha and i supposed ppl will change their opinion of me after ydae..but i shan't care lah..met with flora ydae!! can u believe it..?she's in vjco now..so at least now i noe melissa went to tj, flora to vj..chor min..? lol tink i've changed much since primary sch..at least for one i'm more talkative now, and more optimistic and "open" haha..dunno gd or not..no wonder ppl dun recognise me..i supposed i really changed quite alot..not physically but mentally..
realise sometime no matter wat we do the distance within each and every one of us will just expand after we went to jc..my sis say for our age friendships will just die if we dun meet with each other often..i tot not but ydae somehow i saw some true in it already..maybe we will be able to keep the friendship but i supposed it'll still deterioriate no matter wat..well to be optimistic..at least u get to keep ur friends..rite?
hmmm...dunno wat to write already..ydae's performance was ok..rmb jonathan somehow..lol supposed i shldn't..anyway quite a number of the rare instruments are from dhsco..(oh and i realise when i say dhsco i'd say dhsco instead of dhs..feeling so distant)
yep the sch's LCD board(?)(or wateva u call it) outside the general office told the ex-dunmanians to go back and collect before july..i dunno..if not for i saw gladys reading the board i won't even noe now..anyway here comes the problem..with my timetable like that..it's V hard to find time to go back and collect before july..except maybe go back one day in june hols and collect..but it'd seem so rubbishy if i spend 2hrs travelling to and fro to collect a stupid piece of paper..i dunno..i shall see abt it..haix..
oh..now is may..one mth to midyr and 3 mths to promos..and guess wat..the idea of mugging haven't really sink in yet..it seems suddenly we'll come to a level and the end of two yrs of jc..and we just barely started the PW and it's already half yr down..
talking abt PW..next week have to hand in GPP and our tchr din come for the whole week..not tt i'm not glad (ahem..i din say i'm glad too) ya but somehow i tink we'll just die..not even one draft is handed in..how are we supposed to score..?i wun be really surprised if our class end up be the few inside the 4% who din get band 1 and 2..with this kind of tchr..
haha the requirement for promo's 1 pass and 3 subpass and pass in GP..dun really have to worry abt the content sub..cuz until now i still roughly can follow (ok maybe not bio..) but i'm most worried abt GP..din pass a essay since start and the self marked compre was totally terrible..............
haha ok somehow i managed to crap such a long way again..shall stop here..


considering to change my blog add..:P wanna severe ties with the past


cya!!