April 28, 2006

hey!! lol my com FINALLY loaded the tagboard msg part..and i'm touched!! lol din noe all of u tagged:) thanks thanks thanks..but the com din load the reply part for me so i could only say thanks here in my post..THANKS:)
ok back to my life..i could not escape flow chart!! RAH..it's for PI lah..keep on told to use flow chart by my tchr..den i feeling rebellious specially dun go and use..lol but now he talked to me in the face..so i'd better change to flow chart? haix..i wan my style!:'(
lol today colosseum..for those who dunno..it's our sch's sports meet..lol it's super olympics style..ppl march in..take pledge..blah blah blah..and we were all saying WOW our sch so enthu..haha cuz u noe wat..there was around 50plus chairs for phobos(the house i'm in) and only like half of it is filled..lol and it seems SO empty loh..when the emcee ask us to stand to "welcome" the tchrs we just remained in our chairs seated..lol we very ON hor :P anyway the emcee's very biased..shan't mention more abt it..after the thing end we're supposed to move the chiars back into the store room in the hall..den i saw this girl carrying 4/5 chairs and she looks like she's gonna fall any moment so i asked her to just pull the chairs along..she replied: cannot pull! will scratch the floor..like wateva loh..den i realise she's a councillor..like oops i told the councillor to do sth tt we shld not do..lol yup den i see the room in front alot of chairs den i saw diana inside the room stacking up the chairs so i was tinking ok since diana's in it i shall go and help too..lol den i went inside and carry..lol den after tt got told to do this and that and in the end ask us to get out (or rather..only i came out) yep..dunno y felt v pissed so i just walked away talking to carmen (she called me that moment) ya den come home..on the bus suddenly realise maybe diana's inside cuz she's a councillor..i was like..ok..wat was i doing inside den?! yep thus i felt v blue when i came home..but tt time it was raining..so i took my umbrella out and for 5 sec or so i just let myself into the rain altho i held the umbrella in my hand..lol rain was heavy but i was feeling suddenly happier after i get myself wet..how to say..i just felt much happier..den felt tt all my troubles are gone..so i shall not care abt wat happened anymore..anyway it's just me being sensitive again..
hmm..and abt the pt about me turning bad..i REALLY think i turn bad..lol as in i'll be v skeptical or even cynical about things nowadays when last time i would just dismiss everything quickly..and never hold grudges..now i kinda rmb most of wat ppl do to me and try to keep distant from her and ya stuff loh..haha and i tink it's irreversible so it doesn't matter tt much anymore since it's sth tt wun be changed..it's kinda u like me or not now..haha
hmm..wish carmen the best for synergy tml (it's tml rite?)..and tada!
CYA:)

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