I AM DAMN PISSED!!!!!!!
lol cuz all my testimonial in friendster disappeared!!!!!!!like how can it be??! it better reappear soon or else i'll KILL!!!and in case there was someone hacking into my account tt's y all the testimonial gone..i've changed my password!! haha just for safety precaution..sian lah..cuz i now not in gd term with my sis and like dunno wat she'll do cuz all my password in the com..ya call me wateva u like to call cuz i AM suspecting my sis..*wateva*
and for interest sake on y i not on gd term with my sis..she's stepped on my danger zone too many time to be ignored so i'm not talking to her now..can't stand her anymore i tell u..and unless i cool down (like dunno when tt will be) i'm NOT gonna talk to her..haha can see i'm not really patient like i used to be cuz last time i noe i will tolerate her non sense like it's nobody's business..and i can almost guarantee u tt TT me wun come back..so one of my virtue's gone!! i dun care!
ok back to my life..everything's ok so far..adapting but not really adapting into mj if u get wat i mean..cuz i tried to talk but sometimes it's just too tired to keep on asking "who are you i'm doris nice to meet u" tt kind of thing..and everyone i tried to make friends with's not staying with me cuz they got their own friends and those tt stay with me i will find fault in them..call me wateva u wanna call again..i'm ap i noe..
going to sentosa tml..bet i'm gonna get darker by tml night..it's quite funny today when i come home my mum ask y i so dark when i had already been like tt since orientation in innova..lol now i tan until i dun care le..dun care abt being white dun care about getting freckles cuz i went under the sun too long..tink i getting too bad tempered and too heck care all of a sudden..lol tinking of reverting back to the nice old doris but tt will have to see my mood to change during the hols..lalala...
wanna try councillors!!tell me i can't make it and i'm not gonna talk to u (jk) lol i noe i can't make it but as i always says now..there's no harm trying to appeal in anything lah..lol decided shall stay in chinese orchestra even if it mean have to see quek..haha ok to counterfeit wat i said last time i tink he's ok now..as in i dun mind tt much le..erm=heck care? oh no i shall change..
lol ya over all it's so in my life so far..yay co on sat and the hc concert too..gna see zr jj zy soon!!!!!!!hmm..to add on..tink i better work hard for my studies AND cca from now on..=have to balance my life between everything i wanna do..haha cuz the t-ic make it clear tt it's gd results and testi or else.....
rahhhhhhhh!!!!!!
*how did i behave last time? i wanna change back to the old me tt's likeable!! the me now's detestable..yike!!