just reached home from the meeting with moe..haha actually not much lah..just the usual stuff with regards to the medical things and blah..den after the meeting mrs doris gan talked to me..asking how am i adapting..haha did i mention that when i got my posting and realise i can't change i called her and ms khoo alot of times to try to change cuz ij's realli the other end of the island..anyway ya so i was saying still ok and stuff..need 11/2hr to travel..den she say dun worry it's going to end soon:) erm can i treat it as i scored gd grades and can change sch..?or do i have to take it as just a consolation that the first three mth's over and if i'm gotta stay i have no choice and will get used to the lifestyle..?hmmm...anyway i din say anything tho i tink i shall have said:hopefully...
oh ya one more thing..can u believe it..?staying in hostel and not does not make a difference after they change the terms..so it's like..i'm gonna take so much LESS money..god lah..tt's unfair ok..
haha so..was thinking suddenly that if i can get gd grades and change sch i'll miss ij..realli..miss the tchrs and miss the people..cuz after all i've been here for the transitional period of time and i really had a fun time..and i AM feeling sad at this possibility..even tho i had always say that i dun wan to stay in the jc i realise now i did not really mean it at all cuz in my heart i noe it'll never be tt case..now i am thinking..if i'm posted to other sch will i choose to remain here..?and the ans most likely might be yes..cuz after all even tho alot of ppl say go their sch but they've already found new friends like i've found mine..it will be really different without the first three mth..maybe tt's y ppl dun usually change sch..
haha tink human is a strange animal..or is it just me..?that we will miss the thing that we dun have..and at the same time complain about the thing we have..when we have the thing we want and we lost the thing we have we'll still regret about that..haha like how often do i complain about ij but i'm realli proud of it in a sense..
*to anyone who've hurt by my remarks now, in the past, or maybe in the future..i am very sorry..i don't usually mean half of what i say and none of my sarcasm might be true..it was just so used of being sacarstic that i might hurt everyone and myself..i am realli sorry..pls do not take my sarcasm seriously..but do pay attention to what i say when i say i mean it..
when i say business, i mean business..for the rest of the time, let's just laugh our heads offhaha ok dunno wat's up with me..but i really wish i can have a happy life and memory of everyone and hopefully vice versa..
HAVE A NICE DAY!:)