i'm here blogging again..hahax hmmm..tink i realli changed my lifestyle for this hols leh..ydae slpt at 4 again..and now i'm awake..hahax dunno leh..stiu rmb how early i sleeps during school terms..?and now i can't even sleep at 11+ lah..haix..but tink everything will be back to normal once sch reopens eh..?cuz i'll haf to wake up early..hahax or maybe it'll be normal once my mum come back from hk..lala..which is this fri..
hahax tell u my weird sense of akwardness's coming back lah..my sis call my mum every night and i only take the phone and talk on the first day..and refuse to do so ever since until now..very weird rite..but like i realli never tok to my mum thru phone before and dunno wat to tok about lah..so i rather chose not to talk..tink i'm the only one who din talk to my mum lolx..i jux can't help it lah..argh! is it unfilial..?sobx..
oh ya this fri is band concert oso..so i cannot go and fetch my mum..argh!! how come like tt..did i tell u all how i fetched my dad the other time..?my mum tell me the time my dad board the flight in hk and tell me it's the time he's back..den i go to the airport at tt time and there is really a plan from hk lah..den i was like looking looking looking and stiu looking..den cannot see my dad..AND I TELL U TT TIME I DUN HAF A PHONE..den i can't check and din bring money..so i waited for 1 hr+ den went back home..den i call mum and she scolded me..den i went to the bus stop to wait.........................den my father came and tell us he already reached home le..anyway yep so conclusion: i din manage to fetch my dad back..lah..haix tell u i've never succeeded in fetching anyone from airport once..haix..and since this time i'm going to band concert..i wun too..hahax wow luck hor..?
erm..yep tink my body's not in the gd shape..lolx tink my lifestyle realli quite bad leh..like sometime i eat only two meals a day and sometimes more than 4..den i can sleep range from 9+ to 4+ and wake up from 9+ to 3+ pm lolx..erm understand me..? and the time is quite improper..cuz i sleep at 9+ i can wake at 10+ the next day and if i sleep at 4+ i can wake up at 9+..like today..hahax so it's realli like..erm..and i dun get to exercise 3 times a week..or even exercise at all..and i'm spoiling my eyes cuz i read at dark corners..lolx realli unhealthy..?
anyway yep this fri we were supposed to have a class outing (so-called)..before the band concert..but cuz tt guy's going tt's y zy and so me is not going..hahax but dunno lah..maybe i can persuade her to go or she had already changed her mind..but i dun feel like picking up the phone and talk..hahax cuz i'm gd at making ppl angry these days..lalala..and jux dun feel like talking..to anyone..hahax i'm becoming more autistic day by day..and passive..and erm maybe pessimistic too..?i tell u i totally feel like i lost touch with everyone..as in cuz i din realli do my part lah..haix anyway..
tink i realli did a lot of "looking back" these days..partially cuz i dun wan to do homework lah..den as always i am quite amazed (and sad) about how everyone of us changed and some who din change miraclely..hahax very weird lah..all these feeling i'm feeling..lolx but tink it's really think too much huh...?unless thinking wun do me help but demoralise me..hahax but i jux couldn't help..argh!!
talking about homework..hahax feeling weird again..time snailed as i feel but i feels tt it's too fast cuz i din do any hw stiu..except the two..dunno leh..haix feeling so powerless again..over myself too..hahax nvm...ok i shall go and watch tv le..cya soon!! :D