May 28, 2005

!! i'm online again..hahax today's the first day of hols..hmm maybe my mum's getting me a phone today..but tt's not confirm so i shall update later hahax..when i realli haf a phone with me..lolx i discover habit realli can change a person..cuz now we got used to dun watch tv so long now the tv's on and no one's watching lolx..maybe the show not interesting tt's y..but lyk last time we even watch the news lah..hmm..nvm..
tink i'm a selfish person..cuz i'm tinking of not asking for snr back on tues but go fenzu myself..when i noe tt a snr will so much of greater help..haix nvm i shall try to find..hahax shall not be selfish yah..?anyway tink i'll go on fri lah..cuz i got geog remedial tt day..hahax oh ya toking about ji xun..dunno leh i'm starting to feel detached frm co le..lyk ji xun's coming up but we're not involved..and not going to sch summore..and there'll be dazu tt we wun be involve..v sad leh..but i suppose everyone feels the same..?juz realise i never ever miss any co practice willingly..hahax had all my mind attached to this activity tt now tt it's doesn't involve mi now i feel so empty and lonely..lyk feeling i belong to nowhere..hahax tink i over reacting again eh..?hahax too bad lah i'm a optimistic pessimist..hahax so i always tends to tink the bad side..like kingshaw hahax..ms yee will never understand y he "self torture" by imagining misfortunes tt'll nva happen to him happening..cuz she dun tink negatively and will not fuss over small minor things tt happen everyday..and i suppose she expect him to tink lyk a grown up and dun be so stupid as to scare himself..to her kingshaw's behaviors's jux ridiculations..hahax wow since when i start analysing lit text..oopps...
hmm tink this holiday will be a fruitful one bah..lolx dun feel lyk going out so sorry to all who wan mi to pei them to go anywhere..anyway i'm grounded rmb..?can't go out without a PROPER reason..when i dun even noe wat's proper hahax..so i shall remain at home..study while rotting hahax..
hmm tink i'll be going back to sch on sumdays next wk..so i suppose i wun miss sch tt much..but den..hahax oh no i'm beginning to miss sch which i kinda dreaded..?oh gosh i'm going crazy..
hahax nvm i shall go now..pokemon on kinds central hahax:P