April 13, 2005

hahax erm shall do the 9 ppl thing tt i copy frm ruth's blog whom copied from diane's blog..lolx..

Write about the 9 most important people in your life.
BUT!
a) you cannot mention their names.
b) you cannot tell anyone who asks you who they are
c) ENJOY!

1) i dunno how shld i put it..cuz i always take ur existence for granted and never realli appreciated anything u've done for mi..but now cum to think about it..i supposed u're the one hu matters the most to mi..cuz u pop up first thing when i write this..realli thanks for everything u've done thru the yrs and i realli can't imagine life without you..i dunno..i might not be mi at all..tho it's so definite tt u wun see this i stiu haf to say tt i realli thanks for all the time that u've spent on mi..altho i might not listen to u most of the time ur msg do get across..and i really wish tt u can be happier..realli..so thank you:)

2) dunno..feeling alot of ups and downs recently and u're always the one beside mi and reflected with mi..tho we're not realli tt close after sec2..due to sth..but i'm sure tt u're a gd friend to mi and might haf known about mi more than anyone else..dunno y..hahax cuz of the time we tok about all those things..?lolx yep..muz thank you for everything u've done and everythings tt u're willing to tell mi..

3) we've known each other for at least 3 yrs le bah..?muz admit tt we haf ALOT in common:) thanks for all those times tt u spent consoling mi..hahax..and thanks for everything..basically realli everything tt u've done in so many ways..i dunno how to express myself..haix..hahax ya realli enjoyed ur accompany..when i'm up and when i'm down..u jux seem to be able to cheer mi up..and i definitely was affected by ur bad mood too..felt useless when u're sad and i can't do anything to cheer u up..u've cheered mi up so many times but i can't even do tt once..but it was u again who tell mi tt i've my imptance too..realli thanks for everything tt u've done for mi..tell mi when i can do things for u..wish tt we could remain gd friend forever:)

4) frankly there was sum hostility which i sense and maybe i was jux my misjudgement..as i've did so so many other times..but ur presence was impt to mi and how stupid am i to onli realise that and confirm tt now..realli sorry for the times tt i've hurt u..i was jux my feelings tt haf misjudge things which was so clearly false..really..sorry..

5) hey! lolx hmmm tink u wun guess tt i wrote about u bah..?hahax wat can i say..ur straightforwardness realli hurt mi at times but i could quickly overcome tt cuz i noe u din mean anything bad..had laughed and gone crazy with u earlier on the sec sch..but tink it was tt sth tt had kinda distant us..?cuz basically we're sitting at the other end of the row now and realli din had much interaction..hmmm i stiu rmb..i noe u cuz german rite..?hahax well tink u're the FIRST one i got to noe in co and i shall put u in first priority..?hahax stay the way u're now..u can overcome anything and everything!! cuz i believe u can..dun forget when u're down u've got mi..cheers:)

6)lolx yes it's u..hahax tink i onli got to noe u as in realli get to noe u beta this yr..?and it's a bit too late i guess..?cuz i'm going le..hahax anyway u rox lah..(as u always say so:P) yep..and in many way u changed my perspective realli..and u cheered mi up realli v much tt time..hahax i was totally crazy lah:P hmmm yep u're not sumone insignificant as i rmb u saying..and u've realli done a big diff jux by being there..i noe tt u're unhappy at certain ppl at certain things now..but wat i wanna say is tt it's ok to feel unhappy about those things..but muz learn to overcome it wor..no pt making urself so miserable cuz of those ppl hu aint worth it at all..not even ur attn..yep..and stop depreciating urself le kz..cuz [as u say and i agree] U ROX:)

7) heex..sumhow we're closer than we've been in sec1 and 2 at sec3 and 4..?i felt tt there are sum crashes b/w us but we overcome tt almost instantly..and undeniable u're of imptance to mi too..dunno leh to be frank i felt quite detached frm u now..suddenly i find tt i no longer noe u as i tot i was..and i'm sorry if i behaved a bit demanding at times..but i suppose u're the onli one who i can 'play tandrum' and ok i thank you for everything tt u've done..and all those time tt u endured mi..

8)hey! hahax i suppose u wun read this but actually u've influenced mi alot too..altho i onli get to noe u this yr..and when u're gone..(sumtimes i stiu wonder how cum is now but not earlier..)..realise tt i'm not the most sentimental one..dunno leh tink sumhow by reading ur blog help mi get to noe u and i'm realli affected in alot of ways by the things u say..hahax so thankx!

9)...

hahax i can't tink of so many ppl lah..at least not now..for those hu i mentioned above..thankx for everything and i hope tt we'll stay the way we are and even happier..?hahax ok..and for those hu deserve mentioning but i din mention..my brain's stuck!! so..hahax next time kz..basically i tink this entry dun make sense at all..nvm...oh ya tink i got the wrong thing..it's decribe the person rite..hahax tink i'm writing thankew letters lyk tt..anyway hahax enjoy our life! ROCK ON!