hey..hahax erm gd news? tt dun tink ms seah contacted my mum..jux yet..and now my anxiety lyk killing mi every single min..dying lah..haix lyk dunno when my mum will suddenly scold mi or sth..:X the tension's killing mi..
den another thing..guess wat..i failed my a maths test on circular measures..lyk broke my lowest score loh..WTH..haix and vv bad..tink i realli haf to pull up my socks..we're gonna haf meeting with the tchr for the scholarship thing..die lah..dunno if i can stiu keep the scholarship..haix and we're supposed to collate results there..diediedie..how and wat i am supposed to do..?it jux feel funny here saying die cuz i nva study and in the end stiu dun study..dunno wat's the pt..how how really can't bring myself to study leh..my head's jammed..
ya tml's sports meet..?it's our last le since it's our last yr..but lyk alot of ppl are ponning..which makes mi wanna pon oso..but tt's lyk impossible cuz my parents definitely dun allow one..no pt asking so..hahax i'll haf to go...?tt sounds terribly horrible horribly terrible..
hahax ya was late for the bus stop meeting today cuz i was making the circle thing with him..dunno leh tink i was quite fated to make tt for him cuz the other day i make till v short..and the tissue paper keep on flynig everywhere..den today lyk my sis help mi rolled den the tissue broke into half..but in the end it ended up with one big loop..so i dunno whether it is correct anot..haix..
tink i very easily influenced leh how..?today mi and zy saw this person and i was supposed to be lyking him one..den sum how zy say he v disgusting and hate him and lyk after she tell mi the reason the rate of lyking decreased le..how~~does tt shows i dun really lyk him in the first place..?or is it jux tt i'm easily influenced..?and her reason was not quite a forceful reason leh...tho i stiu kinda puzzled y this person will behave lyk tt..cuz he doesn't look lyk tt type..haix..:@ya den hor..zy..i realli sorry lah..but dun tink u realli noe mi tt well afterall..but i dun tink anyone will noe about it anyway..u were asking for my apology and i din give rite..i dunno wat's wrong with mi lah..but when i wanna say sth tt cums frm my heart it's an extremely difficult task..i hope u understand..how to say huh..it's lyk i realli mean my sorry but it sum how got stuck in my throat..but if u wan to hear one superficial one i'll say oso lah..but anyway this case's only for today..i always change one so nvm..next time if i say sorry easily is not bcuz i'm not sincere..it's jux tt i'm feeling ok for tt day..hahax today i din say sorry might be oso bcuz there're alot of ppl there..hahax i paiseh lah..last time i oso felt akward during the CNY one yr while saying all the best wishes for my parents..dunno y oso..den i cry in the end..cuz i jux couldn't get the words out but i noe i'm supposed to..haix am i v bu xiao? it's realli an experience tt i wun wan twice..hahax ya so now u noe how weird i am at times lah..heex i shall cut the crap..tink u wun be seeing this anyway lah..haix..
hmm ya feel lyk killing wang cheng quan cuz he suddenly wan a co on this sat..while tml is sports meet and fri a puplic hol lah..dunno how his mind works..argh!!!terrible..
hahax tink lately i got alot of things to say leh..every entry lyk long long one..tho i tink it's bcuz i tink tt i will soon not be able to use com..wish tt wun cum true hahax..kz lah tink tt's all for now..CYA~:)