hi......wanna cry my hearts out at home to prevent i cry in class..but it seems tt i dun haf any tears left for the day...today is a terrible terrible day...the maths paper finally gib back......and i wun believe my eyes...i scored onli 1 mark for the test...and tt was tong qing fen...hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...dunno how to face everyone...and i haf to keep my tears inside me eyes......i couldn't bring myself up to tell zy and zr tt i scored such a low mark...when they are more than triple my mark...hahahahahahahahahaha......dunno wat will happen to mi when i gib it to my mum...maybe ban from the com? and comics? can't imagine life going that way...but den if i dun mend my ways i will definitely fail all my tests...i dun even understand wat my teacher is teaching...and i am not questioning them either...juz let them go as bullet train and never understand my lessons...unless i realli make up my mind to change...but i couldn't..! everytime i wanna change i will find myself not concentrating and daydreaming...will i go on lyk this forever..?...i shld becum the ppl i was when i juz came...at least i can concentrate my mind...but den...can i realli change back to the obedient gal who doesn't talk much in class..?...but i dun wan to face the things tt will follow this change...they may think i am in bad mood...hahaha..how funny & ironic.........